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Mindless Soul of a Mind Gone Mad
Days… Or is it minutes, seconds — it’s hard to tell anymore. The colours around you start to fade, not gone, just muted, like someone turned the world down a notch without asking. And somewhere between the quiet and the confusion, you feel yourself slipping into a place you didn’t plan to go. There are moments like this, when the mind starts wandering off on its own path. It picks up old worries, old memories, old shadows — anything it can grab. It runs wild, not because you’

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
3 days ago1 min read


Tap, Tap, Tap
I write. Songs. Lyrics. Stories. Often ending with me chasing melodies. Melodies that don’t come. That are just out of reach. Tap. Tap. Tap. I tap the tip of my pen against the edge of my notebook, the edges frayed. A word arrives, but just as quickly, it skirts out of reach. I chase it with a line. I chase it with a melody I cannot hum— not yet . It’s a dance. Sometimes a foxtrot, sometimes a waltz, but most times it’s… messy, unpredictable, stubborn. Somewhere, a computer

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Dec 62 min read


The Cost of Peace
I didn’t know better, so I tore myself down just to keep the peace. And in not knowing better, I wore every mask they handed me until none of them fit. ©️Lyia Meta

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Dec 41 min read


I Walk
I walk through corridors. Each step deliberate. Each breath hears my own footsteps. I walk through corridors to witness what came before me, to understand what I see, to brace myself for what tomorrow brings. These corridors hold my secrets, my thoughts, my quiet moments. They speak without words, pointing to what is hidden, and remind me, in their own way, when my time will come. I walk. I walk because these corridors are all I see. I breathe. I understand. I wonder

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Dec 21 min read


Tell Me?
Why should I? Isn't there a place that all these, All these memories go? Why should I forget, When all I ever see are the wheels that turn? The past, the present, intertwined, The rights, the wrong, the words I hear. Why should I, when all you ever do Is kill the very heart of who I am, So that you can live comfortably as the benevolent? Why would I forgive? Why would I give, When all you do is take? When should I, When I am everything, And you are... You are... Tell me, who

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Nov 261 min read


The Memoir of a Star
I remember the hush before I existed—the trembling dust, the cold and endless dark. I was nothing, yet everything that would ever be stirred within me. Pressure pressed me together, invisible hands molding me, shaping me into possibility. I quivered, I shivered, I resisted—and then I surrendered. That surrender became my ignition. I was fire before I knew my own name. Light surged from me, stretching into the void, claiming the darkness not as dominion, but as declaration: I

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Nov 252 min read


What Small Rituals Teach Us
For years, I thought the meaning of life revealed itself in big, cinematic moments: graduations, weddings, career leaps. But the older I get, the more I realize life happens in the quiet in-betweens—the morning cup of tea, a walk without your phone, the familiar way you smooth the sheets before bed. Rituals don’t arrive with fireworks. They come as ordinary acts, repeated so often we hardly notice—until we realize they’ve been holding us steady all along. Here are seven lesso

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Nov 183 min read


Where the Garden Dreams— Lyrical fiction series
There are places where the world grows thin—where sound, scent, and shadow blur into something almost remembered. In one such place, by the edge of a quiet garden and a patient lake, a being tends the threshold between dreams and waking. Where the Garden Dreams is a glimpse into that fragile in-between, where beauty breathes, time bends, and belief is all that keeps the unseen alive. In the hush between the rustle of leaves and the hum of dusk, it stirs— a being not of ou

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Nov 122 min read


THE POOL OF LIFE— (Lyrical prose series)
Like a shimmer, a fleeting breath of light — beyond the mountains that stretch as far as the eye can see. There lies a stillness, a whisper between realms. I glimpse it faintly — a ripple upon the veil of time. I breathe what has never been breathed, walk the path carved by shadows and memory. This body, this vessel, moves toward something eternal. And as the horizon bends, a figure appears. He raises his eyes slowly, and the world tilts — the air thick with the weight of for

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Nov 72 min read


We Are Young But Once: Short Stories from My Grandmother’s Pillow Series
In a small kampung nestled at the foot of the mountains, life moved at a pace so slow that even time seemed to have trouble catching up. The kampung was a patchwork of bamboo huts, narrow dirt roads, and swaying coconut trees that whispered in the wind. The days were long and peaceful, filled with the hum of farming work, the chatter of elders, and the simple joys of community life. But for Ari, the youngest son of the village’s oldest family, this tranquil existence felt m

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Nov 53 min read


The Mango Tree: Taking What Isn't Yours to TakeShort Stories from My Grandmother’s Pillow Series
No one really knew her full name. To the children chasing chickens in the lane, to the women whispering under rattan fans, and to the young men zooming past on their kapchais , she was simply Nyah Bibi . Her house stood at the far end of Lorong Bunga Raya , a traditional wooden structure with shuttered windows and a red-tiled roof, faded with time but dignified in its quiet way. Paper lanterns hung limp in the heat. The air always seemed thick with the scent of belimbing

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Oct 294 min read


The Devil Within: Short Stories from My Grandmother’s Pillow Series
“ Not all prisons have bars. Some are built from silence and expectations .” Evangeline Teo was the picture of grace—elegant cheongsam always pressed, her hair in a neat twist, pearls around her neck like punctuation marks. Wife of Dato ’ Reyes Teo, a prominent banker whose face appeared often in The Star , she lived in a house tucked behind iron gates in Damansara Heights. The kind of house with silent maids, mango trees trimmed just so, and a prayer altar that smelled fain

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Oct 203 min read


When the Wound Never Heals: Grief, Violence, and the Need for Understanding
The recent news about the young girl who was stabbed—over 200 times —hit me harder than I expected. It wasn’t just another tragedy on the evening news. It was personal. My brother was stabbed over 180 times by someone who was having an episode. That kind of loss doesn’t just fade—it reshapes you. In the years since, I’ve tried to make sense of it through my art. I released an album with songs that attempt to capture that pain—the confusion, the silence that follows, and the

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Oct 173 min read


Where Silence Speaks
There are moments the world forgets to turn, and time holds its breath between heartbeats. We walk, uncertain, through echoes of ourselves— seeking meaning in mirrors and in dust. It’s not the thunder that shapes us, but the stillness after it fades. For in that hush, we meet our truest voice— a whisper born of loss, of hope, of grace. And we understand at last: we were never chasing light. We were learning how to see in the dark. ©️ Lyia Meta RAINY DAY by JULYO feat. LYIA ME

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Oct 151 min read


SUNDERED—a chapter of Sundered and Reforged
The glass shattered before she even knew she had dropped it. Not just the glass — the moment, the day, the illusion she’d been carrying...

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Oct 32 min read


FLAWED GENIUS
Foreword / Prelude This is not about one person, or one story. It is not written with blame or bitterness. Rather, it is an observation...

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Sep 262 min read


Hand-Me-Downs and Broken Dreams
My childhood wore hand-me-down shoes, gladiator sandals bought too big, slipping loose with every mile. Still, the journeys were my...

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Sep 182 min read


Where Borders Breathe- Micro-stories
Foreword by Lyia Meta The first time I watched Horton Hears a Who! —the 2008 CGI animated film from Blue Sky Studios, distributed by 20th...

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Sep 124 min read


I TRUST (Poem)
Trust is such a fragile thing. We speak of it easily, but living it is far harder. Trust requires surrender. It asks us to believe in...

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Sep 32 min read


Wired in Color—lyrical microfiction series
I do not hear the world as you do. Its voices bloom in shades, each word a brushstroke on the canvas of my mind. Crimson folds around...

Lyia Meta - My Ink Bleeds
Aug 282 min read
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